Change?

Defining change in my opinion: Change is the process of making yourself a better person for the future.

Dictionary definition of change: to become different

I think everyone has to change; you can't stay the same for the rest of your life. Ex. You can't stay a kid forever; you have to grow into an adult. Jason thinks people shouldn't change. wth? I need to change myself. He doesn't want to change, but he will one of these days. It's part of life. The average person doesn't realize when they're changing; they just do as time goes by. If you’re slowly changing at a shorter pace than others then, you just have to force yourself to change.

Things I NEED to Change

• My negative emotions
• Learning how to deal with social situations
• Lose weight
• Develop more interests
• Be happy
• Meet new people
• Control my bitching

Things Jason NEED to change:

• Learning to understand how people feel
• Express his emotions more
• Control his whining
• Maturity level: Everyone will always have a kid inside of them, but there are certain time where you must not whine.

Jason thinks like this in my opinion.............

1. I'm not changing because i don't want to, I'm done
   
2. You don't love me for who i am, I'm done
3. We don't have any interests, I'm done
4. You like celebrity gossip and i love sports, it doesn't mix. I'm done
5. I can't have my fan on while I'm sleeping, hell no. I'm done
6. You're too depressed, I'm done
   
7. Your not humorous, I'm done
8. I KNOW this just won't work, I'm done
   

grrrr, things like that piss me off! I don't know what to do with him anymore. Nothing is right, nothing is perfect, but i'm not giving up hope. We've only been together for ONE month and a couple of weeks. There are many great possibilities for this relationship. I know Jason's autism affect our relationship a lot, people with autism don't seem to have much patience. Jason NEEDS patience for our relationship (add that to the list of change)

Smile and how it relates to Depression

My first post:
This is our song(Uncle Kracker-Smile). I think the song makes a good point about people especially like Sabrina. Sabrina suffers from depression and its hard for her to smile and stay positive in life. Even when she is with me, she is still depressed. According to the uplift program website, statistics say it will be the 2nd leading cause of death by 2020. It Also affected 9.5%(18.8 million) Americans. This is a another interesting statistic, 41% of women are too embarrassed to get help. Depression is a tough disease if you will to fight if not treated correctly. I think it would only make our relationship stronger if she gets it treated and I would support her no matter what she does. My main point of what I am trying to say is, most people should stay positive in life and live everyday as if you were last and not think about the end of our time. Do the things that they like doing no matter what.

Introduction

Like most people these days, we met on a online dating site. Specifically, okcupid.com is where I met Jason. He's Caucasian and I'm Black. We're both in our early 20's. I wasn't expecting to be his girlfriend after reading his profile and sending him messages. However, speaking with him on instant messenger I discovered that we have many common interests and similar backgrounds. I gave him my number, and we talked for hours about random things, but we learned more about each other. Following our conversation on the phone that night, I began to develop feelings for him and I'm 100% sure he did also.