I'm crazy :(

Last night over at Jason's I became really depressed. I'm sure it's because i didn't take my anti-depressants yesterday, and that was a withdraw effect. So i started talking about death and other things, then he said, "I can't be with you if your going to behave like this" something along the lines of that. I wasn't expecting that comment from him. I felt like a complete fool because I'm always ruining things. When something good comes along in my life, like Jason, i just have to do something to turn our relationship off or fuck it up. Anyway, he made me feel better though :)

I just wish i wasn't so crazy