My bf thinks i'm using him now

When i came over to my bf's tonight, he said he read my blog and believe that i am using him for companionship. I'm not using him! I need him. I'm bored at the moment as he's playing his final fantasy game. I don't mind, i'm sure he's been thinking about this game all day and couldn't wait to play it. I use to be the same way with The Sims, so i understand. But god, I want to just go over there and jump on him, make out with him. It's driving me crazy, my hormones are going crazy! I can't do it though, i'm afraid :( Why? idk. Social anxiety? maybe. I love his legs they're so sexy, my heart is pounding! I wonder what he's thinking besides the game. Could he be thinking the same thing? hmmm idk. Control yourself Sabrina...........